MJ’S FIRST AND LAST POEM

First -

your eyes,

the brightest stars -

beacons

even in day light

drawing me into you

as the moon caresses the ocean

with its irresistible pull.

Each succeeding day I become a diver

for the treasure

that is you

and finding more of myself.

Then -

beyond attraction,

beyond desire -

rather, the life-breath

held fast between us.

Now-

my every thought, a collage

of secret glances and kisses,

dreams and plans

as my heart beats faster

anticipating our next and

every touch.

STAR-GAZER

Shooting star, you pierce my heart

burn and burn -

until, hot memory ash.

Perhaps, I surmise, my heart gets too old

or too scarred for such wonderful atrocities.

Then, another star hurtles my way.

I could side-step this one

but as with all the others

I won’t.

We are slow to learn

and even slower to care.

Desire must be the most powerful thing

on this planet.

I should give up star-gazing.

Ha!

Might as well try to give up breathing.

I am the star-gazer.

Living off of emotion is a terrible thing.

She’s a dragon on my back,

my many mistresses,

her claws dug in for battle.

She’s in it for the long haul.

Her gentle, hot breath kisses my neck

reminding me of her hunger.

Sometimes she sleeps (fasts?)

but consequently, wakes ravenous.

The night is vast and deep

with many shining attractions.

I grab a convenient, soft hand

setting new fire to my little universe.

Rebuilding is the bitch.